12.09.2008

Financial Reality

I took a plunge. I applied for my first financial aide and it's kinda killing me slowly from the inside out. I begin to wonder about jobs I don't have and the ways in which I will never be able to pay back what is expected of me. I feel panic ebbing. What about in 8 months? Totally depleted of all income and nothing to support the 'family' I had saved up for all those years? Can I do it? Will I get it back? How am I going to contribute? Muscles tensed, headache in the back of my skull... Man oh man
BUT
I am okay

1 comment:

Mel said...

I still owe a bunch of money on my student loan. (But the interest rate is so low, that it doesn't even matter if I try to pay it off quick or not, so I choose not.) It is ok to go into debt for education.