Man... I haven't felt like this for a long while but here I am up at 2 am and still wide awake. I want to do so much. Say so much and well my thoughts just go with it all. I love this time of the year. The warm nights, the smell of the breeze, good company, green everywhere..etc I just love this feeling I am having. I got alot of time to spend with my sis that I haven't had in a long while and laughed and laughed hard. I went to a concert and didn't care about singing out loud. Some one called me who didn't have much to say but wanted to say hi- which was super sweet. I ran in the rain. I started building my credit on a rent to own Cello. Got a cheap 60 minute massage at a college. Moved around my room. I don't know. It just all feels great! Take it as it comes. Don't freak out or over react. Smile. Laugh. Play on a swing set. Go on walks. Take off your shoes. Help someone else out. Stay up all night. Ahhhhhhh... welcome summer.

D&C 45:62 and Deuteronomy 31:7

For verily I say unto you, that great things await you.

Be strong and of a good courage.


This time in my life, I have found, is a place of endless choices. I am graduating and now free to go were I would like, see the people I care most about, and have the opportunity to decide, in some ways, what I will do. This is the time in my life to have no more regrets. No more confusion. This time in my life I need to trust my self and the feelings I have(along with God and such). All too often I wouldn't pay attention to that and now I am not willing to ignore it. Willing. Ready. Scared. Happy. It will happen. My life is changing and I like it. Great things await. :)