Today was an eventful day. I volunteered helping the Elderly get signed up for Medicare, I danced in the studio for the first time since tour, I hung out with friends I haven't seen in a million years, I planned a fishing excursion with Shalie, I went on a walk... such a beautiful day, I played soccer with hilarious friends, swung on the swings, had a bb que,watched Bryan Reagan, popped balloons by hugging, I got pulled over by the police and he let me off because I "have" a class with him? (I don't... and I totally shouldn't have gotten a ticket anyway), I went to a party my friends brother put on....

Now this is where I begin. I don't know. I guess I am not into the partying scene. I don't mind having fun, quality fun, but to me the party just made me feel...umm.. I don't even know how to describe it. I don't get the whole concept of "freak" dancing. I don't understand why people dance that way. Show your affection in another giving, loving, and more caring way. Some people say its the only way to go but as for me... I just am not in that sort of scene. Don't get me wrong. I love concerts, hangouts, parties, all that. But cannot handle some things as maybe I should. And how they rent kegs and fill it with Rootbeer. Okay.. its totally fine but- Here especially it is just giving a bad vibe. I feel sometimes I shouldn't be this way. I understand people like it and they can. I just don't. For myself. It doesn't make me feel the way I should. And that is me... personally. I don't know. I wish I was more liberal at times. But this was just not something I ever really enjoy. It brought me back to highschool deals... there are just certain ones, for me remember, that rub me the wrong way. I am totally open to whatever but if I just cant enjoy, I find something better to do. Like smile. :) Sorry this was super long and well... I just am not saving drafts anymore.