Chicken

I have found myself writing a certain blog and then too chicken to post it.... I save it as a draft. Not that it has anything that would be hard to let others see (because we all know not to many people even have seen this yet.) It is just that I am insecure with writing. But that is why I do this. To get over it. I think about all these amazing individuals I have met and how my comments seem so insignificant compared to their level of knowledge and insight that they have. They, more than anyone else, explain and say what others- as well as myself can't or don't know how to explain. I love it. I appreciate them. But still,who I am is who I am. So why be scared? Why worry about my writing?... It goes back to humanness. I am sometimes just too worried about what others will think that I forget that what I say and think is me and end up going along and not showing any "me". I hid this blog for a long time from everyone. I have now told some and others found out some way or another, but still am scared to make it "public." It's silly really.