"You are Special"

Randomly, a piece of paper that someone scribbled on ended up in my hands. And I got scared.

"It is real. We both know it."

Sunday fun and Me at 400 lbs. - LAUGHTER IS WANTED

Its hard to hear that your sister would rather play with friends...
that you are too 'obsessed' with a boy
that its time to change.

Its easy to ignore
to hide
to fake
but it will never close the gap.

Can't somebody understand me?
Can't somebody see I need?
Does anyone care?

Its easy to ignore
to hide
to fake
but always I want more.

life is beautifully blurry...

played in Egin Lakes
woke up to a blissful 6 o'clock morning
sat in my last social work class at BYUI
danced for the first time in 6 months
tuned my cello by myself for the first time
changed a flat tire for the first time
and talked with Harriet about life and being a girl!

Man.... it just never gets old does it.